vforvicious

Don’t bother to hate me

because of this label because

I hate it as much as you

want it.

I know you love your buddy,

but I told you I’m not interested,

and I thought you would respect

that decision of mine.

Now you know why I’m making a

distance from you since then.

I start to feel wrong lately

to feel

passionate,

optimistic,

positive,

and just plain happy.

Maybe because many people around me

feels the other way around.

People: What do you do?

Me      : I’m working in an advertising agency.

People: Really? That’s not really punk…

Me      : I know. So?

People: (speechless)

I try not to cry

and now as if there is

a lump on the back

of my neck.

Thank you for keep reading my blogs here,

my blogs there,

Thank you for still curious with what I feel

towards my life and everything happened in it,

Thank you for still around after all these years

and for that Milan Kundera book that you gave

me from Singapore.

Thank you.

Sorry, I don’t trust you therefore I’m not interested with your offer.

Go find somebody else to patronized and get out of my life.